: The track was produced by Ryan Ogren (Ryan OG) and Mike Crook . It was written by a team including the featured artists, Alyssa Cantu, and Benjamin Shubert.

is a collaboration between American rapper G-Eazy and singer blackbear , released on October 16, 2020, through RCA Records . The song serves as a "heartbreak anthem" exploring themes of toxic love, obsession, and the difficulty of letting go of a damaging relationship . Key Feature Information

: The duo performed the song live on Jimmy Kimmel Live! in November 2020.

The chorus highlights the internal conflict of missing someone while acknowledging they are "sick" or toxic for you. Music Video & Promotion

: Originally released as a standalone single, it was later featured on the deluxe edition of G-Eazy's fourth studio album, These Things Happen Too (2021).